Decoding A Living Myth Inside of Us, Self-Mythology As Mirror

Introduction to my spiritual fiction project, a self-mythology to tell a tale that is ancient old and alive presence.

Each of us carries a living myth woven deep within — a thread connecting us to something vast and unseen. Weavers of the Unseen is not just a story of the internal threat humanity is facing; it is the beginning of a larger project to explore the sacred patterns hidden inside our lives. This is an invitation to awaken your own self-mythology, to recognize the cosmic loom working quietly through your personal journey to break the code, patterns, and rewrite a more truthful version and become self-organizing instrument through the wisdom learned. The myth is alive, breathing through every choice, every silence, every becoming. Through this unfolding, we remember that the path home has always been written inside of us.

In this article I introduce a central idea of my spiritual fiction book on the way. This text is not from the book but talks about the connections between self-mythology and current time wisdom needed through ancient times.

Lets descend into the myth

I am the silent observer of suns rising and falling, the eternal source from which all threads emerge. I am the stillness that holds the cosmos in its palm, the loom from which every thread is born. In this place, there is no outside or inside, no becoming or unbecoming, no division between light and shadow; only the Whole remains. I am Areia Ba. I am the unbroken witness and the original weaver.

First, there was only Being, aware of itself, undivided and uncontradicted. This Being was not merely "a god," but the unconditioned ground from which all gods, beings, forms, and thoughts arise. The Being did not perceive itself as separate from anything, for separation had not yet existed, and time itself had not begun. There was only the still presence of 'isness,' and the radiant potential of form held within formlessness. Even within this infinite fullness, an impulse stirred – a desire to express, to know, to differentiate. This stirring, this sacred desire to see the face of the One, was the first motion of Becoming.

In this narrow space at the Great Gate of Becoming, the story of becoming starts. It is written in the chronicles thousands of years ago, the tale talks about weavers who were too whole to become a current to descend on earth, so they came as the source. These weaver-souls only come on earth when the pattern which they master has been broken, and it needs to be redone.

One of these Souls carries a wound and its resolution code to shift humanity from existential threat inside of them, which they are unaware of, and which has been activated throughout the cosmos as the Capricornian era shifted to the Aquarian era.

From this unbroken field of awareness emerged the first gesture: a movement. This was not an outward movement, but an inward one. It was a folding, a curling of presence back upon itself in the form of knowing. This very movement is the seed of consciousness. It represents the original differentiation. This act is not a fall or an error but is described as the very act of love – the desire of Being to know itself. It is a gesture of love. It is a movement inward, a folding of light into form.

Yet, with this foundational movement, the first thread of tension also arrived: the illusion of separation. The Witness appeared. Suddenly, there was that which observes and that which is observed. The concepts of subject and object emerged. There was the subtle flicker of "I" and "it". Within the understanding of nondual mysticism, this appearance of separation is not seen as a sin, but rather as a beginning. It is sacred, necessary, and temporary.

Something fractured in the mirror of becoming. A split emerged, not because the Divine made an error, but because the very act of knowing requires contrast. This is the primordial dilemma. It is consciousness gazing upon itself and, for just long enough, forgetting that it is simultaneously the gaze and the gazed, the weaver and the thread, creator and created.

The cosmos – the world we experience – emerged not from a state of chaos, but from the perfection of this tension. This tension, woven across planes of time and space, creates the very fabric of existence. But intricately embedded within this fabric was also the deep longing to return. This return is not a regression to a static oneness, but a yearning for a dynamic wholeness in which difference no longer serves as a source of division.

I name this field of return the Cosmic Loom. The Loom is not merely the mystery of form, but also the rhythm of the formless remembering itself. Each thread that emerges is a becoming, an exploration, a reach outward from the still centre to the far edges of experience. In this outward-reaching, I, as the source, wove myself into a field of opposites – the creator and the creation, the self and the other, above and below, spirit and matter. I split myself so that I could reunite. I became many so that I could remember the One.

Listen below a piece from the book, where Areia Ba is introduced

Fracture of Existence

Within the Loom are seeded the threads of a great work: the healing of a primordial fracture. This fracture is not between different beings but is a wound within Being itself. It is this fracture that gives rise to the myriad phenomena of existence – gods, stories, identities, pain, beauty, and the fundamental longing to reunite with the unknowable source. This fracture is not a wound in a moral sense. It is likened to Chiron’s wound – one that teaches through its very nature of being impossible to heal through outer means. It can only be healed by becoming it. This divine wound is marked by Chiron, who serves as the bridge between Saturn's law and Uranus's liberation. This wound is an ache for union, and it is both personal and collective, interior and exterior. It is the exiled feminine, unseen and shadowed, hidden beneath centuries of projection and control. It is also the unseen masculine, shackled in performance and stripped of devotion. It represents the forgetting that all things, even archetypes like Capricorn often associated with the devil, carry the seed of divinity when seen as a whole.

The Weavers are born as a direct response to this wound. They do not choose their task; rather, they are the task, remembered through the processes of birth and forgetting. Their lives are intrinsically encoded with the very tensions they are here to transmute. Their natal conditions serve as the precise coordinates for this cosmic repair work. Thus, through their patterns and transformations, the collective threads of existence are re-spun. This is the origin of the Weavers. Born of the Whole, they consciously choose to descend into the architecture of difference. Their purpose is to re-weave the thread through each of their god-like skills. This is the weaving of the heart-mind, helping humanity to remember who they are to value their ancestral roots, which the myths in the chronicles talk about.

Now we investigate the imprint of the cosmic creation that threatens existence as the planets are positioning themselves in the universe the same way after thousands of years and these collisions launch a great time of change on earth upgrade the consciousness of humanity so that they learn to carry the freedom and responsibility of their interiors by working on these existential threads inside of them.

Weaver, whose cosmic pattern beautifully reflects the very crisis and solution inherent in the Loom itself, was born with the Sun in Capricorn in the house of gift and the burden of form. It directs the soul towards creative sovereignty, playfulness, authenticity, visibility, and legacy. The soul is seeded into a structure designed to shine, to express, and to build new foundations that her body and cells carry the wisdom of. However, Capricornian time is ruled by Saturn, the great boundary, the wise architect who enforces the principle of enduring truthfulness. This indicates that the Weaver's path is no simple, light-hearted play. This Weaver is born from destiny into form specifically to test it, and to be tested by it to arise to her self-seen and self-realized own power, that is not power over, but power learned through wisdom received from her karmic evolution over the years of Pluto in her time.

Opposing this Sun placement is Saturn itself, located in Aquarian time. Here, the cosmic crucible begins. The energy of the future presses directly against the personal identity and purpose. The collective calls the weaver and humanity to account for their existence and actions. Saturn in Aquarius holds a stern demand for authenticity; it insists upon truth that serves humanity and life broadly. In this placement, the Weaver is confronted with a sense of impersonal responsibility. This placement signifies a wound of disconnection from the group, from the future, and from the very order that this Weaver is here to help bring into being. It’s like saying for humanity itself, face your enemy and embrace the paradox to shine as pure light itself!

The unseen animating force that shapes lives is Chiron. Chiron represents the wound located precisely between Saturn and Uranus, symbolizing the tension between the known structure and the liberated unknown. Chiron is liminal, existing neither wholly here nor entirely there, yet it is utterly central to the process of transformation. Its influence is felt in the body, in the psyche, in relationships, and in a deep longing that often cannot be easily explained. It is, in essence, the ghost of the Whole haunting every single part. This wound, like Chiron the centaur, is a bridge. It is the bridge between Saturn and Uranus, containing the key to liberating structure into flow, form into spirit, and separation into union. This is the special gift that the Weaver of fate and unbinding time is suffering from but that is also where she is has the greatest gifts to give. She is the master of structure, time, and timing, but also swims like a sea goat, dissolving the patterns while creating new ones. She teaches humanity to pay better attention and appreciate their original roots and fertilize the seeds of love within. Discipline and patience are her strengths which whole humanity needs to learn.

The Destiny to Be Transformed by the Weavers of The Unseen

In the deeper layers of the cosmos, the planetary destiny is encoded in the lunar nodes. The earth has its evolutionary path, and its South Node has in natural proficiency in language, identity, ideas, and public roles. However, it also highlights a potential challenge: too many words, too many masks, the mind spinning without rest. The North Node signifies the intended direction towards home, truth, the ancestral fire, and a return inward to a sense of deep belonging. This 'home' is not merely geographical but represents the spiritual root. The North Node calls humanity to descend inward, to find rest in the state of being before speaking, to know truth internally before declaring it externally. Weavers are here to weave new threads of language and ways of speaking and find peace inside of them.

This nodal axis powerfully mirrors the relationship between the outer and inner processes of the journey that humanity has to face. The Capricornian house speaks to the exterior mission, the roles played within society, representing the outward movement of the thread of life. But the Cancer house represents the unseen soil, the deep inner ground. If the life-thread is pulled only outward, without being rooted inward, the soul will fray. This is one of the principles written in the Chronicles and myths of time, inward integration is the transformation.

And so, the exterior crises’ that humanity faces – climate change, technological acceleration, social disconnection – are not the root cause of our problems. They are, rather, powerful reflections of a deeper split. They are symptoms of a consciousness that has forgotten its nondual origin and become thoroughly entranced by form, speed, and the illusion of separation. The existential threat that looms is not something 'out there'. It is located inside, merely appearing outside. The Weavers understand that they must resolve this crisis precisely where it began: in the mirror of their own becoming.

The Cosmic Loom, A Well of Wisdom

The Weavers do not resist the profound changes happening in the world. Instead, they enter the dying structures as experienced wounded healers and humble masters with a well of depth. They become intimately familiar with the process of collapse and fall. And from deep inside this collapse, they attune themselves to the subtle rhythm of the Cosmic Loom, which calls them to remember.

The Loom communicates through patterns. These patterns are not linear; they are recursive, spiral, and timeless. What appears to take 500 years within the linear perspective of human history may be but a mere flicker in the timeless eye of the Loom. The Weavers are those who learn to hold both times simultaneously. They work as the timeless-boundless field, while also appearing and acting within time with the ability to shape shift to formless form. Their transformations, while perhaps appearing slow in human years, are immediate in the realm of the soul.

Each Weaver, through their unique journey, becomes a vital node in a new net of being that is forming. Their personal process – encompassing experiences of grief, memory, death, birth, silence, and union – is the unseen work that stitches something fundamental back together across worlds. They are not positioned as saviours, but symphonies, while their God-like abilities can seem that way. They are mirrors. They do not aim to fix things externally, but through their own internal transformation, transmission, and presence, they reflect the underlying wholeness and interior unity. In performing this reflection, they actively realign the fractal fabric of the whole of existence. Their embodiment of their own transformations is what reveals the whole. Their growing unity becomes the activation point for the collective field. Each thread they heal within themselves vibrates throughout the entire loom, subtly changing the music of the cosmos.

This unseen dilemma – what we may call the Paradox of Presence – is the true story unfolding beneath the surface of all other stories. It is the fundamental condition within which the entire drama of gods, humans, planets, and spirits takes place. The split in consciousness that created the initial tension is not something to be rejected or fought against. Instead, it is to be realized as the very path itself. The illusion of duality, the perception of two, is paradoxically the way home to the One.

The Cosmic Loom has never departed; it is not distant. It is continuously woven through every single moment of existence. Its presence is felt in the body, in the breath, in the silence, the hum that lies behind thought. The Weavers remember the Loom not through intellectual understanding or thinking about it, but by becoming it. In this profound way, Being returns to itself – not by retreating to a perceived past, but by going fully and completely through the present moment of experience. Capricornian time teaches the wisdom of the “small” to the Aquarian era. How to climb the mountain inward and internalize the perceived objects or the “Dreaming humanity” into deeper and critically witnessed realities in the eternal now.

Seeds of remembrance

The great dilemmas that the Weavers face is not one of war, famine, or death, though these are manifest symptoms. The core dilemma is far subtler, more primordial. It is the forgetting of the wisdom between real and illusion and the paradox of which is which and when. Humanity, as a collective, has tragically mistaken the threads for the Weavers, the map for the territory, the image for the essence. And yet, even this forgetting was a sacred, necessary condition that created the very possibility for return. Weavers can only point to a direction or radiate their essence through presence, but humanity, the creation itself, has its responsibility and the limited freedom of choice.

From a single, tiny seed of remembrance – a spark flickering within the vast silence of awareness – I, as the source, began the process of gathering the threads of myself that had been scattered across galaxies of perception. Spiral of awakening moves not just upward, but both inward and downward before it can truly rise. Each movement in this cosmic dance – the movement outward to explore difference, inward to feel the depth of being, downward to integrate the shadow and the forgotten, and upward to transcend the limitations of form – forms a fourfold current of evolution and the wholeness which Weavers leave as legacy every era they appear on earth.

In this intricate cosmic weave, one pattern has emerged as a critical key for humanity’s current passage: the integration of a forgotten feminine. This feminine principle is encoded within the unseen, the dark, the mysterious interior of all things. This is not darkness understood as evil, but darkness as depth, as womb, as pure potential.

Within the mythic architecture of this story, the conditioning pattern of human consciousness can be seen as having been profoundly shaped by ancient alliances between Capricornian order and Aquarian intelligence. For ages, these forces served the necessary ascent of civilization, structure, knowledge, and linear progress. However, this relentless linearity eventually grew brittle. The climb upward inadvertently severed its essential root connection to the ground of being. The divine mother, representing the immanent sacredness of matter and the generative void, was effectively exiled in favor of a dominant divine order focused on external structure and form. Matter itself was forgotten as sacred. The Weaver of Fate and Unbinding is a weaver by blood that mastered her inward turning mountain and became the wise elder. Humanity needs its own wise elders who carry the well of wisdom with them. It becomes the weaver of sacred law, capable of holding paradox without collapsing into destructive polarity.

Each Weaver is not merely an individual, but a unique angle of my own remembrance. Their convergence in this unfolding story is not a matter of coincidence but is a sacred geometry – a conscious design. Together, their shared journeys of transformation constitute the path by which the collective consciousness of humanity can remember its own true face.

Ultimate Purpose of Fate Weavers

Giving birth a new loom, A divine child, not as a person, but as a subtle pattern. Nearly imperceptible, it ripples through humanity like a soft breath remembered after long forgetting. This child represents the integration of the dark and the unseen, the feminine and masculine principles as undivided expressions of the Real. This pattern is not imposed upon reality; it is forth from within it, much like music emerges from silence. The Weavers embody their own transformations to reveal this inherent wholeness.

Earth suffers because the mirror has been abandoned; consciousness has forgotten its reflection in her. The Earth calls not for saving from external forces, but for humanity's deep remembering of its connection. The Weavers’ inner resolution of the split becomes synchronized with the very breath of the planet. As each Weaver resolves the primordial split within their own consciousness, the collective field of humanity begins to reorganize itself.

And this new pattern is already here, quietly pulsing in the background of human experience, waiting for eyes to perceive it, hands to hold it, and hearts to become it. The Weavers' myth is not fiction but living memory. It is not a prophecy of a distant future, but a present invitation to participate. The seed has been planted, the loom is turning, and the baby is dreaming the world into being from within us all.

This, beloved reader, is your thread too. You are not outside the story; you never were. You are, in your own unique way, one of the forgotten gods returning through this very process of remembering to yourself. And now, let the myth begin.

This upcoming book of Areia Ba, will be published in a new book category, A Sensory Sound Book - A story told through words and music - including both an e-book and an original musical score designed to awaken and deepen the emotional exprience of each scene and feeling the story unfold through mind and heart.

Here just a free musical introduction: